... where I've been. And because I don't want to offend those who are waiting for emails, and for the handful of people who loyally continue to check the blog, I provide this information:
Not fun. Without going into details, I will just say that I'm in the process of blood therapy, testing, procedures, and consulting with specialists. I'm also trying not to be mad at God, because although I know He is good, I'm not appreciating His sense of humor. First John, now me? I see nothing funny about that at all.
So there you have it: my absence is due to some physical difficulties and I am a tad bit overwhelmed, a whole lot stressed, and a quite a bit freaked out.
In order to keep the blog happy and upbeat, I thought I'd post a couple of sneak peek pictures of some of the projects I'd been working on before the health glitch:
The two projects above are items that I plan to add to the [maybe to happen] Etsy shop.
For the pillow, I made a cover/case that I placed on a small pillow that I use for back support when I am crocheting. I loved this fabric so much that I went back to the store and purchased three more yards. With the additional fabric, I think I am going to make some matching over-sized throw pillows for my sofa. What doesn't show up in the photo is the gold outlines around each flower - the fabric is exquisite and almost too classy for a pillow case. Had I known how fancy it was, I probably would have chosen something less formal to use as a back support. As it is, I think I now have a new favorite fabric-ever! I seriously love this fabric.
Current projects in the works are applique table settings as well as another 15 point star table centerpiece with matching placemats (more possible Etsy additions - if and when I decide to open a shop). However, the process is slow going due to the current health issues and so these projects are taking a long time to complete because when I'm not in the hospital or at medical appointments and therapies, I seem to be sleeping - the medication makes me so drowsy that I've even had to give up some of my favorite television shows (American Idol and Lost!). For those who know me, giving up my television shows is something I am not very happy about.
When all is said and done, I've decided that it often takes a crisis to remind me of how precious my health is. I am also reminded of how very thankful I am to have such a passion for sewing - it is my escape from the reality of this current crisis.
Oh, and about being mad at God... I'm not really mad at Him... but I do seriously question His timing. I guess his clock runs a bit differently than the one I am using.
Kelly,
Hugs to you! Medical stuff scares and freaks me out too... mostly because of the unknown aspects that I don't understand.
May you have both healing and comfort in your near future.
Kelly in Ohio
Posted by: Kelly | February 14, 2009 at 02:33 PM
kelly, there seems to be no rhyme or reason for why things happen when they do, just when you were starting to get back into a routine with john back in school... take care of yourself and stay positive :)
Posted by: Keely | February 13, 2009 at 02:20 PM
Sending you hugs and lots of positive thoughts :-)
Posted by: Marla | February 13, 2009 at 01:54 PM
Oh dear! So sorry you have not felt well. Hope you get things lined out and headed in the healthiest direction soon.
Posted by: Kelly | February 13, 2009 at 09:54 AM
HUGS Kelly I hope they figure out what's going on quickly and it's not major. Know you're in my thoughts and prayers. Love all the sewing too
Posted by: becky | February 13, 2009 at 09:01 AM
Kelly I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers and I love your sewing projects and would love to own your creations Hint Hint
Posted by: Chiara | February 13, 2009 at 07:42 AM
Sweetie, I'm so sorry you've been under the weather and going through so much more stuff. I hope you are feeling better real soon and I love your projects and your sewing lesson. Feel better soon, hugs to you and good wishes.
Posted by: Donna | February 12, 2009 at 07:42 PM
I have been wondering about you and checking in daily. Sorry to hear it was health issues that kept you away! I hope you feel better soon and can move forward once again ASAP. I will keep your family in my thoughts and prayers.Take care of yourself.
Posted by: PhotohappyCdn - Kelly | February 12, 2009 at 12:31 PM
Kelly, sending you hugs and lifting you up in prayer. Hope your caregivers take good care of you and get you better. Your sewing projects are lovely. Blessings, Sudie
Posted by: Sudie Alexander | February 12, 2009 at 07:00 AM
Sending you some West Texas hugs. I hope things are better soon. I know it's hard to understand His plan. Just know that you. can. do. this. I love you, girl!! Hang in there.
~PZ
Posted by: Becky B. | February 12, 2009 at 12:10 AM
I'll be praying for you. Stay strong!
Posted by: mary | February 11, 2009 at 10:40 PM
Oh boy. I am sorry to hear about your medical worries. I do check your blog often. I love to see what you are reading or making or how the kids are doing. The new things look great! I'll keep you in my prayers and you keep on sewing! *hugs*
Posted by: Holly | February 11, 2009 at 09:43 PM
Oh Kelly. I have been thinking of you and Alyssa lately. I hope things turn around for you. Take care of yourself. I'll be praying for you.
Kim
Posted by: Kim | February 11, 2009 at 07:18 PM
GIANT HUGS, sweetie, and P&PT that they figure out what's wrong ASAP!
love the new creations and can't wait to see the Etsy store open!!!
Posted by: slammie | February 11, 2009 at 06:07 PM
Oh Kelly. *hugs* Hang in there!
Posted by: Jen (Kate77 on 2Peas) | February 11, 2009 at 05:20 PM